Time to let go

Let it fall, my heart. It was dark and i was over. All those love was past and is time to let go of the past. Still, you have feeling towards me but its over, not because i dont love you but everything is over. 

Study, is the main reason that you always leave me.  You dread it will affect your study, so do i. Is that relationship will influence our study? Sigh, everything can be handle as long as you manage it properly. 

I ever said i will wait for you but without your knowledge, now i decide to let go everything and step forward. Somehow im tire waiting for you, it hopeless actually. Hope is everywhere but i never know where is it. Never give up though it seem hopeless but, this time i give up because i know i deserve for better one. Boost my self confidence and i will find someone better than you. God will place my hands on the man who he believes deserve it =)

I wish nothing but the best for you too. I'll never forget and keep it as part of memory. 

Skeleton

Shooting at Mock Pharmacy

Kissing ♥

This is the consequence when you are the last person leaving the class =) Crazy snapping with skeleton. Am i look alike? Same weight and same height? :P Sometimes we do need did something crazy to wipe away our stress right? :D 

Sigh, this sem is super busy with all assignments. Everyday need to touch loads of works. Mad with research, it my first time and my lecturer has high expectation on my group. Is that good? I just afraid that i'll make u disappointed sir :( Luckily it's a group work otherwise i have no idea how to handle all these stuffs. Well, dead line of my proposal is around the corner. Got to struggle for it. Good luck :D Have a nice day, readers. *Although i know there is less people reading my blog

Reality bites

Its perfectly normal not to be besties with everyone. Reality bites, and we all know how good it feels to get all that angst off your chest. We are not superheroes, and so it can be awful finding out that someone is whispering nasty things or trying to devastated your friendship behind your back. Is that my life more interesting than yours or jealousy killed you? The enemy is at large and you never know who is going to backstab or make use of you. Sometimes, i believe lies, only lies can make me believe no one but myself. The best thing i can do is keep my eyes open so that no one can see i breakdown. Backstabber, you should be prepared for a loss of respect and trust, or to have a similar situation happened to you if you are caught speaking ill of someone behind. 


Everything change when you step out from your house, and even worst when enter into workforce. None will care about you, there is no interaction among colleagues, only projects allow you time to interact. Im dread to enter work field, there is much more things that i cant figure out. 


Dont make your life sophisticated. Simple always the best way lead you to happiness. 

Blackout in Sabah

The Capacitive Voltage Transformer at the Penampang Main Intake Substation which exploded and triggered a blackout throughout Sabah and Labuan since 3.23am Monday,30th of APRIL 2012. 

Im Malaysian from Sarawak but currently study at Sabah, so, im one of the victims who suffer this blackout. I been awake around 4.30am due to the hot temperature in my room. Sweating like the hell and breathless. Get mad when you are undergo rapid eye movement where most dreaming occurs. I might undergo stage 3-4 of deep sleep which is very difficult to wake me up due to slow heart rate and breathing, and loss of skeletal muscle tone. Argh~ damn it, hot weather success to wake me :(

Suppose to had my first test on Pharmacology 3 but its been postponed to next Mon because of blackout. It is a good news or bad news? Been prepared so much and ready for it but receive a message that the test is postpone at last minutes. Totally take me back from the sleepy mode. Hee~  

 Sitting at McD in the dark. Another new experience. Do u ever experience it? :D

Another view from McD.  Well,certain areas light up but not all.

Failed to cook due to the blackout so went to ONE BORNEO with my lovely to have our lunch. Took photo during the dark. =)

1st of MAY - Labour day.  BIG DAY for all employees. I'm celebrating labour day too because im employed as student =) Everyone is so excited with this holiday so do i since everywhere having BIG SALES. You can see all the promotion signs hanging there and here. Its a great news for a shopaholic like me :] BUT... the things happen opposite here. Damn it blackout happen again. I bet most of the shopping malls facing financial loss. Everyone desire to enjoy the BIG SALE especially the girls ^^ and every employers desire to gain more profits but everything turned upside down. No current, no customers, no earning and no foods as well >< 

Mirror always the best instrument for me to take photo after using touchscreen cell phone. 

New top from VOIR. Bought it last friday. Feel so lucky that i went to shopping earlier because MEMBER WEEK was started. As a member of VOIR, i can enjoy much more discount than others, that's my pleasure :D 

Shooting when my friends in fitting room.

Another shot XD

Went to ONE BORNEO last saturday because of sale in PADINI. Spent a lot there but mostly for my family. Only bought one simple white  top for myself. 

3 of us again. :D

Do you realize another new set of outfit? XD Yea,going to ONE BORNEO yesterday again. Very often u can hear im going to 1B because that is the nearest shopping mall from my hostel, around 5-10 minutes. Another blackout happened again. It damn hot and we got to flee away from the hostel. Fortunately, current come back when we reach 1B. Enjoy so much with the cool temperature =) It sure awful for a guy to spent so many days with his girl on shopping and that's the reason why we need GIRLFRIENDSSSS~ XD

Enjoy so much with shopping. Sad part is spent too much and my purse is bleeding. Should quit being shopaholic. Really a bad habit for me ><

Good night and sweet dream everyone.

Mirror mirror

Fall in love with my MNG top ♥ Bought long time ago but have no chance to wear it. Does it make me look childish? Hmm,i dont think so ^^ 


Have a nice moments with besties last night. Went to watch MIRROR MIRROR. I dont think it worth to watch because its another SNOW WHITE story. What do you think?


Currently at Kuching and im going back to Sabah this coming Sunday. Its feel like back to the hell again when going back to Sabah. This time not because of homesick but study. Its really a culture shock for me. Its really hurt when someone saying "bullshit" to you what more it come from a lecturer. Well, i've to clarify that it happen on my friends not me. Although it not happen on me but  still, u can feel the pain, right? I've no comment on it. 


Wish i can face all the challenges and obstacles in the rest of my life. 


Jiayou~ =)

Please dont imitate

It's really annoying when people around you keep imitate what you are doing in your daily life even you are wake up in the early morning she also wanna follow. It's annoying right? Why cant you be yourself? Just show originally and manage your own time please. Sometimes, it easy to tell yourself  "its ok,never mind,let her be" but do you know it really hard to take any action on it even you have tell yourself billion of times about that. I just cant do it. Sorry. Please stop imitating what i've do daily. I so dislike it you know. 

I wish my life is beautiful everyday. So,please get off all these stuffs out from me. 

Hope everything will be fine.

First day of 2012

Act cute but it fail. @@

Saying bye to 2011 and hi, 2012 =) 

Last night everyone hanging out with their love one, friends or family for countdown. But what i did for the  special night is staying in the hostel, struggle for study, hearing to the "POK POK" fireworks sounds, seeing nothing outside although firework is around. Calling back with the updated news from daddy that Taipei's fireworks is the most beautiful. No television is available here. So i only can imagine. :(

Well, there are some wishes in 2012:

1.Get flying colour for my every test and final exam in my college life.

2.Making new friends and hope they aren't come with any intent.

3.Improve in socialization and communication as well.

4.People around me is healthy always, esp my family.

5.Get my new year present from dad if possible. =)

6. Hurt no one and get hurt by no one.

7.Staying at Sabah safety.

Just a short update, that's all from me. 

Happy New Year 2012!! 新年快乐!! :]