Wash away the pain

Its raining, for the whole day.
Its cold outside and inside the deep of my heart.
I wish the rain don't stop.
I wish it can vanish my loneliness.
I wish it can eliminate the miss toward u.
I wish it can erase the tattoo on my heart.
I wish it can wash away all the pain i have.
I wish u were here right now, hug me tie, let me feel your warm. 
I wish i wish i wish... Everything just i wish...
It never come true no matter how hard i pray.
U will never be my side and my dream will never achieve.
All i wish is i can fulfill my happiness in the rest of my life without u.
Prove that i can live happily without u because you're nothing.
I wish so...

Well,smile always~
Forget about the past~

夜深人静

宁静的夜晚，
唤起我对你的思念，
偶尔，
放肆的哭泣，
抹去我对你的思念。

你呢？

是否想我？

没有我，

你过得好吗？

你追随的梦想，

到达了吗？

夜静得让人颤抖，

好需要你的拥抱，

但这一切，

也只能幻想，

回忆着我们甜蜜的过去。

无可否认，
我还是停留在原点，
生活还是那么的无趣，
没有你，
再好的事物，
都变得没有意义。

高高在上的凤凰，

最终成了自卑的丑小鸭，

不再与人群交流，

惯于活在自己的世界中。

在这一刻，

我承认，

我想你了…

Preparing for FINAL

Having my holidays from 20 Oct to 7 Nov. Well, don't think i'm enjoying during this holidays. Final exam is waiting for me. I cant enjoy myself to the max. Everyday need to face the book with load of drug names. Can you imagine that every chapter of pharmacology study about different diseases with their mechanism of action, examples of drug names, side effect, pathophysiology, etiology etc is so much hard to memorize it. Not only this,still have dispense preparation method, pharmaceutic, hospital pharmacy & behavior science. Pharmacy also need to study about psychology >< As u know, psychology is tough although it only part of it. Well,cross my hand and pray for getting good result everyday so that i've more confidence with the help of GOD =)

Hmm, i've not starting doing my revision so far but will start by tomorrow. Good luck to me again :P

Good luck!!

Don't want to write so much now.
Having pharmacology test tomorrow.
Loads of handout waiting for me :C
Got to burn midnight oil.

GAMBATEH!! Good luck to me =)

Love myself more

TIPS to boost up and learn how to love yourself:

• Wake up early in the morning with a smile on your faces :)
• Focus more on what happens TODAY, put aside the future & most important your PAST
• Drink a cup of tea or hot milo and sit on the balcony, watch the sun rises (would it be nice to watch this world wakes up with you too) ^^
• Take your time by doing a nice breakfast for yourself (breakfast is important as it gives you energy to start your day; NEVER skip breakfast)
• Choose any lively or bright hues for to wear, anything fun, bright, simple & comfortable!
• Call your besties to go for girl day out.
• Pamper yourself with spa, manicure, shopping, hang out (these are the stuff girls do love)
• Smile to strangers, even though your not okay on the inside, but smile at others can or maybe brighten up their day even more.
• Say please and thank you (be thankful)
• Look up on quotes how to boost up your confidante. And paste it near your bed, where it's the first thing you read when you wake up. Example, ''i am pretty'' or ''i love myself'' this can make yourself become even more confident with yourself.
• Do a journal or blog of yourself (one of ways to express yourself; learn about yourself)
• Be open, don't be a narrow-minded person. 
• Listen to music ( Example, who says by Selena Gomez)
• Sleep early, take good care of yourself, mental and physically
• Don't be afraid your own body, learn about your own body, (love my curves) 
• Take up gym class, dancing class, martial arts or yoga class. (to occupied your times if your not busy, if you're busy, you can take up on weekends)
• Ignore your enemies, they completely wasting their times thinking about you.
• Be yourself and listen to your heart.
• Let go of your alter ego.
• Let go of past, everybody makes mistakes, learn from your mistakes.
• Appreciate those who sticks with you during laughter and hard times.
• Treasure all the memories you've had with someone you love even though some of it might be painful for you to flashback again. This is called life.
• Nobody's perfect! (although VIRGO pursue perfect)

 No one is going to love you if you don't love yourself.
Don't forget to love yourself more ♥

Magazine, Like Like Like ♥

Ray magazine

Girl Generation

Girl Generation 100 Question & Answer

Ray magazine is originally from Japan and now they come up with Malaysia and Singapore Edition. Guess what,i get it from my housemate. Thanks so much ♥ She know that i will like this because this is my taste ^^ Compare to VIVI, CHOC,SCAWII... I do like this most. It teach a lot casual chic that i prefer. Will keep follow RAY to update my wardrobe :P

Hectic life

Just done my test 2 by today BUT another stuff is waiting for me.
Two days left from my pharmacology's assignment due date.
Struggling doing research about deep vein thrombosis.
No idea when receive this title from my lecturer.
No guideline for my group but yes for other group,madam,how cruel you are (sorry) ^^
Wish i can done earlier so that can "fly to korea" earlier :]

My first post

Nothing to say about my first post.

It start because the influence of most of my friends.

Most have their own blog which can express feeling and record something that is memorable.

Hence,i start this and will post more about my life as well my feeling too.

At the end,i need to say sorry because of my broken english.

*My english is suck but i try to improve it =)